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weird dream in which i died

youngliterati2012-01-04 06:41:59 +0000 #1
I dream very vividly and it's hard to tell it from real life, but once I wake up it's hard to remember and sometimes even differentiate it from real life... So here goes, the best I can.

The dream -- at least from the point in which I remember it -- started with my little eleven year old cousin, my eleven year old brother and me running through a hallway with a monochromatic checkered floor and glass walls. My cousin led the way. We were all so scared, which why I'm still not sure of, too scared to even talk.

Then, suddenly my cousin turned on me and pulled out a pistol and aimed it at my chest... She did not fumble with it and in the dream obviously had experience with guns despite her age. Anyway, I remember not feeling very shocked but more curious... I asked, "what are you doing?"

She said, "I'm sorry but I have to do this... You have to wake up now." Then she pulled the trigger and I fell and told my brother that I loved him and then everything slowly faded to black. I felt no sensation, no pain; I heard that in dreams you can't feel sensations unless you've felt it before and I've never been shot in the heart. The blackness and 'lack of existing' lasted as actually part of the dream, for maybe a few long minutes until I really opened my eyes and woke up. I didn't feel scared but I could not fall back to sleep after that, it was still in the middle of the night too...

weird dream with very cliche elements :P Mean anything?

dubblemonkey2012-01-04 06:45:47 +0000 #2
was that the first one...?...like that

...have you let your family down in some way?

and the close and innocent 11 year old made you pay?

I dream so advanced and astonishing and tiresome more than the daytime efforts.

my dreams are very hostile and in strange lands and frightening and I am assaulted by strangers....with faces of friends...

I am always the 'new' person in my dream landscape...everyone else is already there damn them!....

I find most everybody very hostile....and I am surprised and I bet I am thrashing around in my sleep as they get the better of me.

I know that the people I owe love to but cannot share it right...they rock up and make me feel evil and something goes wrong and I get hurt pretty bad......

I am always falling from some impossibly high **** in my dreams...trying to hang on ....but I dropmostly and I guess it's cathartic!

I kill myself in my dreams on a regular basis to justify my living!

welcome to mental illness

j
dubblemonkey2012-01-04 07:08:17 +0000 #3
....sorry about that youngliterati...

my response was somewhat selfish there
youngliterati2012-01-04 07:55:14 +0000 #4
Don't worry about it, dubblemonkey, sometimes we are supposed to tell these things to others and that's okay

It was not selfish, don't worry.

Anyway, yeah it was pretty much the first time. I often have dreams in which my family are replaced by people I don't know and everyone else recognizes them as my family except for me. But no I haven't really let my family down... At least I hope not.
dubblemonkey2012-01-04 07:16:17 +0000 #5
thats good...

I have let mine down ...

but I still love them

and some panic dreams have them involved
billi_leli2012-01-04 07:24:26 +0000 #6
sounds sad.

your own family turning on you.

just my thoughts.

or maybe not being able to trust them?

just my thoughts.

Billi

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