keep dreaming about my dead friend

my friend died december 2 i keep having dreams about her shes always there though she never talks i just see sad expressions and shes always far away either i walk past her or i'm just standing there watching things happen and every dream i know shes dead and wonder why shes there i'm 15 she was also she was my best friend i know its normal but what does it mean i remember two kinda well my dreams are always all over the place

bailey was kicked out of band than we were on a field not the usual one it was higher and gated in at first i think i was playing trombone (i play trumpet/baritone) than i saw her through the gates she looked sad she couldn't play it occurred she was dead but i just figured that was stupid than i was switched a lot and landed somehow on saxophone and felt worse cause its what she plays she was on lower ground playing tennis or in gym class i'm not sure (she doesn't play tennis she does soccer) than i was in a hallway and than i was walking through this detention room not the one at my school it was way bigger i don't remember recognizing anyone she was there on the other side i talked to matthew a guy i kinda like but its complicated i wondered why he wasn't practicing than i'm not sure

the other was i was in band something happened and mr sloan was talking about us being a band for the army i though about different marching styles than i saw bailey i wondered why she was there i thoughht she'd died but i kinda didn't think much about it she was across the room i remember about going to my church a lot not sure it was fuzzy than at school i saw this book on the ground and left it than there was these people having a fight like a couple i helped them than everyone was in uniform and leaving someone said bailey had already left than i said good bye to julie who was leaving to peace core than i was crying and matthew this guy i like tried to help me but i said i was fine and he walked away and i felt worse than i woke up

any help these dreams are fuzzy but if you know what any of it means especially bailey's part in them would be helpful

To loose a friend is heartbreaking. We expect our grandparents to die, but not our friends. Your su-conscious is dealing with all this, hense the dreams. Your friend died very recently so this continues to be an open wound that you may not evn know you have, and that comes out in your dreams from your sub- conscious.

My husband died many, may years ago and was in the hospital in December in ICU. Two weeks ago I dreamt about him, and my children when they were little. It was a scary dream, and ruined my day. I though I was over this as it happened so long ago, but I guess it still remains in my sub-conscious and the Christmas season triggers it.

Completely understanding you would dream of your friend. I'll leave it to you to find the meaning of your dream as I bet you can!!Its o.k. and I hope you feel better. You probably will have other dreams of your friend. You have to heal.

I will be thinking of you. You were brave for posting about this!