can't take my sleep meds anymore; side effects

I had an awful problem with my seroquel Saturday morning.

I woke up and I could not swallow.

and I almost could not breathe.

It went away after a while.

I lived.

I am going to follow up with my doctor Monday.

I googled seroquel and it talked about it being a side effect.

I am also on pain meds (codeine/tylenol).

I took an ambien last night and it made me dizzy all night (room was bouncing up and down) and nauseous the next day.

I definitely need to talk to my pdoc and I pray he will not think I am dificult.

So far, I am having a very hard time sleeping.

ppl have been cyberbullying me, too and I have been having depression again from the depressive effects of the barbiturate, the pain meds.

Really hard time now.

I would like at least a "thanks for this" or a "hug", if no one knows what to say.

I try to be supportive toward you guys.

I dont feel good now.

If I get no answers, or thanks, I will delete this.

Billi

I wish I could delete my foolish message.

thanks for not responding.

I asked you guys nicely for some supportive words or some hugs.

Now Im upset.

Billi

Cyberbullying is so mean & hateful. I'm so sorry you're going thru this. Gave you Thanks & Hugs 'cause everyone needs somewhere where they can get what they need just by asking. You deserve it!

** hugs galore **

I apologize for my words.

How can I ask for support and get it?

I was going thru a terrible time this weekend and when no one answered this after I asked for some replies I felt very hurt.

I was hoping this site was more supportive.

Especially in December.

And when I was going thru something bad, you were not there for me.

I can validate myself better now, but when I ask for some support in a nice way, I wish I could please have it.

at least a "Billi hang in there."

I know that we cannot be everything to everyone, but I do try very hard to be there for others here to the best of my ability and if everyone tried doing that here, not just some and not just for some, I think PC would be even better than it is now.

Billi

Billi

Quote:

Originally Posted by roadrunnerbeepbeep

Cyberbullying is so mean & hateful. I'm so sorry you're going thru this. Gave you Thanks & Hugs 'cause everyone needs somewhere where they can get what they need just by asking. You deserve it!

** hugs galore **

thanks roadrunner.

If you saw my last entry, I apologize.

I am human, I am not a saint and I do appreciate support when i get it here.

thanks again,

Billi

I also apologize if I did not see the hugs or thanks right away.

B.